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I'm beginning to figure out who I am and what I want to be.  It's taken me twenty something years to come this far.  And cheers to the next several decades to come. "I suppose the life of an anorexic duck doesn't amount to much in the broad scheme of things."  - Babe "This isn't life, it's just stuff.  And it's become more important to you than living. Well, honey, that's just nuts."  - American Beauty "I'd rather have thirty minutes of wonderful than a lifetime of nothing special.." -Steel Magnolias

Take apart the children’s fingers

Hang the flesh out to dry

Smell the sweetly jeweled blood

Listen to the baby’s cry

Grow up and send away

Childish ideas of fairy tales

Prince Charming won’t come to me

No need for more details

Just sally up to the garden walls

To tear the roses all apart

Let the petals flutter down

Open my chest, rip out my heart

Watch the blood drip from my fingers

Feel the barren emptiness inside

Something different from what came before

Years ago, my life had died

The empty sullenness

The bitterness, the sheer rejection

The intensity of the hollowness

Look into my eyes, closely now

Notice the blank stare there

The vacancy of the dilated pupil

See how I really just don’t care

-05/02-ish

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